Thank you so much for the prompt reply… I know this is right… I recognize these thoughts from so many other times in my life.
This is about my need for structure and organization. I’m nervous of the unknowns. I need to make the plans for Paris and carry on with my thoughts that I am going and if he wants to come he can. I have allowed him to have control over this and it is truly mine to control.
I found this quote when you said to surrender.
Let’s keep the plan for a session on Wednesday night. I made a beautiful French Onion Soup last night to symbolically give myself warmth. It was amazing, Julia Child’s recipe.
— A. Client